Okay, I don’t know if you know this, but you’re a fucking wizard, Alex.
No, really. I’ll just be doing my own thing, herp-a-derping around or thinking about her when all of a sudden my phone is like
And she’s all
And I’m just sitting here going:
HOW DOES SHE KNOW?!!!!
There’s this absolutely adorable thing you do when you say goodnight to me
When you say you’re tired and then insist you don’t want to sleep
Because you’d rather stay awake and talk to me
Than be off on an adventure, far away, dreaming
Is it strange that I find that so endearing?
That I wish I could just hold you close while you’re disappearing
Off to battle your nightmares, you’re a hero, persevering
And I’ll always be beside you, fighting with you,
I’ll be cheering.
I’m with you now
Holding you while you’re sleeping
Listening to your breathing
When you’re dreaming of the screaming
I’ll be here when you wake
When you’re so scared
Your body starts to shake
I’ll be there after it’s gone away
And if you’d like, for you I’ll stay
Forever this way.
If you were here right now I would be kissing your face,
I’d be holding you close in a warm embrace
And with my arms wrapped tightly around your waist
I love you more than words could explain
For you are more dear to me than the rain is to drought
And I want to fight, to shield you from those pain and doubts
I want the world to know, I want to shout out
That I need you
I need you
Like no one else
You’ve broken through my barriers
You’ve broken through my shell
And I’ll go through
To get to you.
I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough,
I’m givin’ you all my love,
I’m still lookin’ up.
Alex Dream Log #1
Last night I dreamed the two of us were on the run, from whom or what I didn’t know, even throughout the dream I never did find out. I also had no relocation of where we were exactly, but it had to be somewhere in North America, no one had a distinctly foreign accent. A lot of this dream remained a mystery, but what I did know was that the both of us were Time Lords. We were in the process of regenerating, the both of us, and somehow we were regenerating each other? I don’t know how that works, but it did, and we both looked like we do in real life when we regenerated. But we hadn’t fully recovered from regenerating, so frequently we had to break into people’s houses because one of us was about to faint from lack of hydration or just due to exhaustion. And most of the dream one of us was trying to keep transporting the other’s unconscious body to keep moving away from whatever was after us because we were simply too weak to fight it off yet. But the people were kind to us, even though we barged into their houses unannounced, stole their cars. I mean a few got mad, but overall we actually had a lot of people offering us coupons and stuff for restaurants and money, but we rarely accepted the money. And it went on like this until the end of the dream, where you were knocked out cold, and I wasn’t sure you could completely regenerate, afraid you might not make it, and then I awoke. 8D
[Really bad little drawing of us… >3<;]
One year. Three hundred and sixty-five days. Eight thousand, seven hundred and sixty hours. Five hundred, twenty-five thousand, six hundred minutes. Thirty one million, five hundred and thirty-six seconds. And I’ve never felt happier in my life than I have within this time, within this year. Every second of this year, I swear, I’ven’t been able to keep you off my mind. I never once wanted to, or want to. Because I love you, Alex. And God, I love you doesn’t even cover it. Not a song, a poem, a painting, a message, a gift, any word in any language ever will… Because the love I feel for you is ineffable. The most ineffable feeling I have ever felt, and as I write that I really can’t help but smile, because the thought of being with you still amazes me, and each day, you never fail to amaze me. Every day brings a new reason to fall even deeper in love with you. You impeccably stunningly beautiful being, you <3
I love you, with all my heart. With everything I am <3